COME here, rekindle the old fire, This last night leave no lamp unlit! In later days we twain shall sit, Remembering the joys of it,-- The warmth and sweetness of desire.
Here, ere we part, again live o'er The way we went,--the hour,--the kiss; Let Love with magic hand of his Rebuild the mirage of our bliss In desert days that wend before.
Joy through our hand like water runs! Ah! dearest, could we keep those hours As some divine unfading flowers, Renewed by the eternal showers, And lit by everlasting suns!
To-night the world is stunned with gloom, The trees shake in a sudden fright, Wincing against the hailstones' spite, And the crape curtains of the night Hang heavy on the unfinished loom.
Fit hour for parting! Say 'farewell,' Clasp me no closer, ask no more! What word can ease--what kiss restore? The thunder's hearse is on the shore, And the sea tolls a passing bell.
I am Ophelia. She who the river could not hold. The woman on the gallows The woman with the slashed arteries The woman with the overdose ON THE LIPS SNOW The woman with the head in the gas-oven. Yesterday I stopped killing myself. I am alone with my breasts my thighs my lap. I rip apart the instruments of my imprisonment the Stool the Table the Bed. I destroy the battlefield that was my Home. I tear the doors off their hinges to let the wind and the cry of the World inside. I smash the Window. With my bleeding hands I tear the photographs of the men who I loved and who used me on the Bed on the Table on the Chair on the Floor. I set fire to my prison. I throw my clothes into the fire. I dig the clock which was my heart out of my breast. I go onto the street, clothed in my blood.
Hamlet-Machine by Heiner-Muller 1979
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Seriously this is very touching. I felt something while reading. Just wanna share a drip of my emotions.
It's a classic comedy...ketagih bah meliat...ders more on youtube...this first series just to promote the video...k enjoy...:D HAHAHAHA! Porfavour?
Signed off @ 12:56:00 AM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
BCG3: My journey reaching top 4
Saturday afternoon,10th Jan,2.30pm Group stage...unfortunately i didn't make it to be in top 2. Just a win and 2 loses. so I'm out for the next round...i ddnt give up quite yet, cz i feel i ddnt gve my best so i try to re-entry for nite shift group stage... Saturday nite,10th Jan,7.30pm I feel so excited dat nite...i can feel my winning spirit rose when i entered that hall...it's my last chance to win for this time BCG. My feeling was ryte...i'm unbeaten dat nite...winning my group stage by 2 wins n a draw...continued with a win in a knockout stage...the next knockout stage would be continued the next day...then lepak-ing with my frens til late nite@mamih qlap restaurant...as soon i went home i felt asleep.
Sunday morning,11th Jan,10am So tired because of last nyt, i woke up at 8+ then went to ICC asap...i won my first match for that morning and through to last 32...i kept winning dat day and through to quarter final...then we had a short break for lunch...the match continued around 2pm...i won my quarter final match...it was a close match...winning it by 2-1..and my syg arrive...semangat tia jua nah...my semi final...hmm...so upset...losing it by penalty shootout...7-6...then for third place match...i lose again..=s that's all guys...
I just wanna thanks my frens and others for ur support dat day...X) worth an experience...
THE END
Signed off @ 7:31:00 PM
Thursday, January 8, 2009
New Year Revolution 2009
Since i wasn't with them at the clubhouse last night so i thought i'd do it alone... so my azam baru is:
1. To not try to swear heavily,meaning to say no F-word,or anything thats is very insulting.
2. Try to make a savings acount
3. New Hairstyle: new year, new style...
4. To make more friends to rapatkn siraturahim...
5. Trying to learn how to cook..
6. To be more nice to people.
7. To try to do something new.
8. To save money for marridge
9. To marry(if possible)
10. To hv kids (LOL)
i think that is all for now,out of ideas already XD
Here we would like to explain "AZAM" kedikami for 2009!~ HMMM HERE WE GOOOO!!
NuNu 1. menghilangkan bulatan basar di parut ku 2. cuba menjadi lebih dewasa 3. managing financial issues ( kes kuat belanja ) 4. bertutur kata dgn lebih baik 5. reduce main game untuk more belajar 6. menghilangkan sifat2 negative ku~ huhu
Eddie 1. buat homework... 2. less fight 3. more pahala less dusa... 4. kumpul duit untuk jumpa syg 5. memanjangkan rambut
Sarif 1-mau my relationship with her berpanjangan for the rest of my life 2-succeed in my work, study n life 3-mau banyakkan beramal insya allah 4-memanjangkan rambut
Fizzo ya nada di bilik masa ani, bedating ya hahaha nanti tah ya buat sendiri tu sulnyaa :P au ja fiz? oteyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~
Its been a great memory for most people. But for me the ups and downs have equal amounts. One of the cherishible memories are playing dota! got many political views and heres the hero that i like...
spectre - is this me or not(ulti~)?
pudge - ah,fresh meat~!!
alchemist - u can run, feel my stun from afar.
puck - catch me if u can~ u if can then feel my stun
witchdoctor - someone call for ze ductor?
rhasta - ah, caught in my trap, feel the pain of my snake...
dazzle - feel the chill,thats my power of reducing defense
terrorblade - feel the power of s'n'y
naga - let me sleep u,wahaha
dirge - poison u with my breath,let my dominions kill u
I would like to say HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 to everyone!! Thanks for viewing our blog and to all our friends.. its been a blasting year 2008, we did lots of crazy and fun stuff together and man.. those times will surely be great memories indeed!
Hehe any i made this up just for starters, for dota heroes.. yang aku minat ni.. si NUU punya best heroes that he can use and play ;D
shadow fiend - i like to spam skill divion knight - love being a naga phantom assassin - critical gila! phantom lancer - eh eh eh mana satu aku!? twin headed dragon - APIII !! earthshaker - STUN and utli be dagger! bloodseeker - lapar darah! vengeful - stun and swapper lich - suka ice org juggernaut - mari tah 1 on 1 :P zues - skill spam!! lion - ulti mati wah tu techies - bombombom! SUICIDDEE!! clockwork - eh eh kana stun ka bui? abadon - kereta kebal! necrolic - banyak anak buah ku ni pulang~ necrolyte - betungkat tapi lajuuu~ rexxar - kana babi ku baru ko tau! skeleton king - eh mati ku ka?! eh eh hidup balik!! haha lina - mari tah ku utli ko ! echantress - pelimbing jauhan! trent protector - eh kana sangkut akar ka bui? keeper of the light - KAMIHAMEHAAA!! chen - mau jumpa my pets? keluar centor and bullfrog! lanaya - main carah tapuk yo kunkka - LANGGAR LAH KAPAL KU!! stormspirit - memancut pulang ni karan kuu~ razor - karanness!! centor - blink and stun u gg lar~ gondar - betapuk ku dulu, sekali ku dagger ya!! drow ranger - eh kana ice kah bui? silent kah bui? antimage - mari tah org int ah.. ku layan! involker - mo rasa bola bola api? obsidian - sakit sulnya attack ijau ku ani~ ulti lagi? axe - minta pusing ko? darkseer - eh eh eh lajuuuuuuuuu~~ undying - ZOMBIE KU MENGGANAS! laviathan - bah cana? stun tia? naix - tapuk ku dalam creep, lastu ku bunuh ko!! viper - ku ludahi ko nah~ void - ku antak ko ku stun ko.. ku masukan ko void ku haha sladar - laju2 ku lari ku antak ko ku ulti ko! balanar - HAHA malam habis tah ko tu bui! medusa - eh kana pudge ka? HAHA venomancer - minat poison? death prophet - banyak hantu kuu~ bristleback - HAHA KABAL KU NIII prophet - eh tarus2 ada sekali kana pokok ku! pitlord - hujan apii.. panas x ah!!
so how about yours? do tell us through our chat box or for geng ko pajal.. buat sendiri blog post! ;)
